About me

Hey folks, i m not very good at english, so bare with me at times, i wont find the correct word to explain myself.. well talking about me today, I am Abhishesh, a just turned 21 years old guy from somewhere.... ya i havent mentioned my location, coz i m not sure, if i was given a choice to be at this place, i love this place but thne everyone loves their own place ryt? anyways, havent been to many places in my life but i want to be lost someday... where noone would be there to find me.. to be with me, to show me what the fun is, show me what the sadness is.. give me love... or to hate me...

i want to get over with these things.. well u might think, i m just an usual youngster, maybe u r ryt but then i wasnt the same before.. i m not sure what changed me.. but have changed..

now saying about me, i want to be lost someday i said, but then i m emotionally attached with few people, i want to assure, they have a wonderful life, even when i m gone, that includes, my parents, my sis and an anonymous girl..

i love all of them, parents taught me to walk, to eat, to read, to write, etc etc.. i really cant write all of it, i mean no one can write what their parents have taught them... my sis.. she is a lovely kid, ya she is smaller to me, i love her a lot, being my only sibling, i care for her way too much, very possessive as well. this possessiveness someday plays a bad role, when i see that she is doing something and when i try to explain, she wont listen and that upsets me a lot, but i cant stop saying her.. i have seen some part of life and she hasnt seen any..

about the anonymous gal, she is the gal who holds equal importance in my life as my family, have been with this gal now since past 3 years, she has a major contribution in making me independent.. she taught me to smile... the one thing which i may have never learnt if she wasnt there, it isnt that my family dint keep me happy but then its under a bindation, other things apart my family was sick, i was a real narrow minded person, she opened the gates of my thoughts and i can feel the difference.. she taught me to express my views without any fear and without any care of what people might think about it.. she gave me that confidence which i always lacked in me...