sadness

well, dont think about me as a pessimistic, i m not, and i am not a sad person as well, i thought to write happiness before sadness but i feel if u cant understand sadness, u cant understand happiness and vice-versa, but it would be better if i write it this way.. we dont want to go from light to darkness but from darkness to light, that's what i m relying on..

So again, what's sadness? think before proceeding ahead, i believe if someone asks u a question, u try to find a particular answer but when asked a question, ur mind gives an instant reply which u usually ignore, u dont want to take that as an answer.. but concentrate on it.. its the best reply of anything which u could think.. its in purest form..

next question.. what brings sadness to u.. what makes u real sad.. i knw, first thing that comes in mind is if i dont get what i want makes me sad, but dont u think, its a real diplomatic and very common answer.. well its a real hard question.. atleast i find it tuff..

sadness is one thing, which plays one of the most important factor in changing life, changing mentality and many other things.. if a guy is happy, he wont change the way he is living, either be it right or be it wrong... but when someone is sad, he takes new decision, tries to find way out of sadness and thus changes his thinking and changes his life...

if one doesnt knows what sadness is, he wouldnt ever realise what happiness is..

sadness for everyone is different.. i m sad, when my loved ones are sad or when someone close has hurted me.. just experienced 2 days back, even when i hurt someone close...

shit, that experience has screwed me big tym, i have hurted that anonymous girl i mentioned in about me.. and it was tough to get over it.. i am not yet over it and neither is she..

Usually when we face sadness, we say y does god has to give me tough times, and y not others? but the fact is everyone is sad, no one can remain happy thruout the life, everyone fails sometime or other..

rightly said by someone.. the person who has never failed in life has never tried anything new....

this is one of my poems, its probably one of the most pessimist poem u would have gone thru..

LIFE OR PAIN...

I wish I was never born,

I wish, I never faced this storm.

Y the life has to be so cruel.

Y I am not the one to rule.

Y does it takes the test, when I don’t want it..

Y it has to give me pain at every bit

Life is like, to me a bane

Always sadness and pain..

I am not happy with this life,

I want death to be my wife..

I wish I could die soon,

U may laugh at it, but it’s a boon..

I want to sleep in the arm of death

Coz am tired of taking this deadly breath

i guess this is how everyone feels when they are sad, u know, i have realised people are usually sad when they feel that they dont have anyone with them, when they feel they are alone and they have a fight, which the have to win alone... but trust me that's not the fact, somewhere or the other, there is someone who will be there by you, u just have to understand who that is.. and once u have pin pointed that person, once u realise, u r not alone, sadness fades away slowly.. try it.. it works.. it works for me everytime, and usually whom i find next to me is that anonymous girl or at times, couple of other close friends..

a line from me: u enjoy ur happiness and cry when u r sad, but remember one thing, nothing lasts forever... happiness and sadness come by turns, they each have lessons one need to learn.

so dont be too happy nor be too sad, work on it, and try to find the positive side of things and this sadness would fade away..