i have thought about this question many times, and whenever i think, there are another 1000s of questions which comes in my mind, why was i even born? who created me and why? what am i doing in this world? what are you guys doing here? why is this blog here? why do we die? what's the truth? what's the lie? how does truth and lie matters? and many..
i dont know who created me, have heard, god is the creator, i thank him to create me, but i m not sure, if i mean that thanks.. i mean, y should anyone thank him or whoever may be the creator?
i thanked him, coz my parents and elders have told me to respect ur elders and ur creators.. i guess thats the probably only reason i thanked him.. and now y i shouldnt thank is coz, i dont have answers to all of my questions.. i dont know, what i m doing here and why? the creator should have given me a goal to achieve when he send me.. for eg. whenever we do anything, it has a goal, no matter if u reach or not, the goal is still there what u r working for.. eg. i m writing this blog, to get out things which are in my mind.. the things which gets me restless... u r reading it for a reason as well.. and that reason is ur goal..
i have heard many saints saying that god has created u to become what he wants u to become, but i dont know, what he wants me to become. i dont know, if he wants me to preach to other people or to work thruout the day and earn, eat and sleep, or anything else.. so no goals set, i know someday i would die, i know the destiny.. well, to be frank, i laugh when i think about it..
think, what if u r playing ur favorite game, and u know that u will win in the end, i mean 100% surety of a win, y would u put in any efforts when u know the result.. or y would u work hard, if u know, anyways u gonna complete what u r doing? we wont work hard, if we know, the result.. and lets face the fact its true.. everyone wants to have a happy life and whats being happier than to do anything u like and not just working hard to achieve something.... and well, the creator showed us the destiny, we all are going to die someday.. so y should i even try surviving? whats the vague point in it? why should i take all the pain, when what i want is happiness? and when i know, whatever i do, however hard i work, i will just spend my time and someday what happens is i take my last breath and sleep, sleep for ever.. all's gone, why would i work anyways.. ya some people say, if u work hard and do nice things, u will be remembered after ur death, but then again a question how many of them have been remembered till yet, anyways thats a small point, the big point is if that makes me happy, well if i consider myself, i dont like working hard but i love helping others. i have tried all possible things to be a nice guy but have faced thousands of problems, i try to do good to someone, if it goes good, then i m good, if it doesnt work out properly, i m worse than the guy who didnt even try to do anything about it...
so basically life is nothing but its an experience.. for someday its good, for some its bad, happiness and sadness comes in turns.. dont let the happiness take over ur mind, nor sadness let ur soul burn.. remember 1 thing, no matter if u r happy or sad, time would change and u would face the other 1 very soon.. dont work hard, or for that that matter dont do anything.. but do everything which makes u feel good, makes u happy, dont let things like money matter u much, i mean they are important but then if u have accomplished things like money and respect in all the years spend, but when u sit alone, looking behind, you would see, u have lost so many years for things which are not the exact things which makes u happy, nor do they give u the real happy memories when u r alone,..
being alone is one thing, which u always wanted.. and always want,. so sit alone, forget the world and then decide, what u want to do.. but ya keep in mind, be practical as well to some extent.. things which u want should also not get to the point where u have no food to eat, nothing to survive by.. life is not as bad as we see, nor as good as we think.. so take care of everything u do.. try to enjoy it as much as possible.. but always remember the ugly truth is death so dont harm anyone, dont do things which u dont like, just for sake of doing it.. ..
i have read this line somewhere.. i just love it.. might be useful for u too..
“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”- anonymous
more to be written.. many many things..
No comments:
Post a Comment